Lost A Friend

Recently, i have just lost a friend. Not death but broken the bond between us. I m always insensitive towards other people's feelings. Didn't know that someone who previously was so sporting, someone who can joke and play around, can become someone who is so sensitive towards jokes. Didn't know the fact that the person changed so much, i just be myself and play a round with jokes just to lighten up the atmosphere and i hurt the person's feelings. Realizing the fact that i have hurt the person so badly, and due to the person's request, we broke the bonds between us. I rather get hurt over breaking this bond than to hurt a person over and over again. I m never sensitive towards feelings and i can never be. I do hope that one day i will be more sensitive towards other's feelings. To those who i have hurt your feelings over and over again, i would like to say sorry and thanks for tolerating me all these years. I guess without friends, my life will be dull. There are definitely quarrels between us and i know most of the quarrels are caused by me. Please tolerate me a bit longer. I will change. It might be time consuming but i beg of u guys to be patient.

5SN reunion

This reunion is the best among all reunions. Almost all of our 5SN classmates are present. Only Susu, Piong, Sing Hong, Emelia, Adeline and Susan are absent. Amazingly, this time Ah Sua also came along. After so long didn't meet her, the 1st thing she say to me already make me so happy. Wahaha, she said that i m still the same, still the playful me. We started by going to Mori cafe. Spent about few hours there. Celebrated HZ, Jacky, Li Ying, Ben and Feide birthdays. Feide damn happy to get a cherry. There is a girl at mori cafe who is quite pretty. She just can't stop looking at me la. Same goes to Ah Sua who seems so interested with me. People keep telling me i m handsome back again. Sometimes people are just too sincere with their feelings. Making me so shy, blushing all the way. Then we go to portugese settlement to have a short chat. The girls don't dare to walk on the bridge so they stayed at the seaside with some gentlemens to accompany them. JS, HZ, Feide, Ben and i walked the bridge and we chat while eating McD. Then we went to the toilet together le. The best part is the girl's toilet's floor is full of poops. A part of the group went back after going to the toilet leaving JS, HZ, Feide, Ye Lin, Jen, Lau, Ben, GMF, Jacky and i. We had a long long long chat and by the time we finish chatting and decided to go home, it is damn late. I reached home at 4a.m. and here i m typing this blog post. Sleepy liao la. Night.

Surprise For Me?

Couldn't believe u came to melaka just for me. Nearly cried man. Knowing i m depressed u came to meet me and went back. U left me speechless ad. Such a suprise for me. Today will be the best day of the month man. Feeling like i m alive again. Thank you Thank you. Even now when i m typing this. I feel so happy man. Hope to see u soon la. U sure know how to make people happy la. Born talent. Siao siao man. Wahaha

Not Being Myself

It has been a terrible day for a few days straight. I m not being myself these few days. Wondering what was the reason for me to act like this. I guess that i faced too much trouble in 1 week. Being moody for nearly 4 days already. A talkative person like me suddenly become a quiet person. It never ends there. I ended up hurting a few people (friends and family). My attitude has gone from bad to worst. Hurting someone i love is the last thing i would ever wanna do. I found out what i have done after hurting 5 people. I finally resorted to Li. The result never failed to amaze me. Within few minutes, she was able to bring my old self back. I always thought i was strong enough to face this world alone. The fact is i always rely on Li to comfort me whenever i face troubles. I m back to myself again with the help of my friend. i tried to apologize to them but for some reason, the pain of hurt people is still haunting me to the very core of my bones knowing that sorry is just a word that brings me nowhere. Terribly sorry.