Dreams

I know everyone have their dreams and ambitions. How many people who actually made their dreams come true? Even if they do come true, humans are never satisfy and will pursue for a new dream. That is because dreams are the only reason people stay alive. People will say they cannot die yet because there are many things they have not done. However many died because of their dreams. Some get too attached to their dream and become afraid of death.

Dreams, ambitions, hopes and expectations are triggers to make people work harder. Personally i do have dreams of my own. So many were left behind in the shadows of my past. Some are achieved but they are rather minor and insignificant compare to those i left behind. Now i still have a lot of dreams. Hoping it will come true before my last breath. I tried to live life with no regret but it seems very tough to live life that way. I put everything to make my dreams come to reality but at times it does seems very tough. Nearly gave up a few times as problems occurs much more often recently.

My life is not the same as before. I could not remember what happen before 5 years old but i can remember the when i was 5 i lived life with no worries, no regret, no fear, nothing but fun. When i reached the age of 7, its the 1st day i entered primary school. By that time i still do not know what is waiting ahead of me. I was having so much fun and life was wonderful that time. Out of suddden, my mom told me something about death and how i would survive with her death. I bursted out crying for the whole night. That event is still very clear in my mind and till today i still fears death, not mine but anyone other than me.When i was 10 i knew what it means to have trouble and when i was 11 i started having dreams.

When i reached secondary school, then again the life was fun again, with a little problems. Friends were the best company that time, doing everything together. Laughters were never ending. When form 4 i realize i m rather close to my dream. That was actually where i started working hard, maybe not hard but a little harder, for my dream. Now i am already few steps away from one of my dream but life is so difficult now. Those days during secondary school is still fresh in my mind. Those laughters i had once before were all gone. The weird thing is i start to enjoy being alone. Alone was never fun before but i guess human does change. As everyone getting matured, life becomes a little boring i guess.