Awesome News

I dunno it is ok to write it here but i have am awesome news. This few days was like heaven to me. So happy man. I will not write it here and if u r really curious, do ask me. Hahaha. I m so willing to share.

Anyway that is enough for my happiness. Today i kena bully till teruk le. To those who bully me, u faham faham la hor. hahahaha. How can u bully me, a cute and innocent boy. Lol.

I macam 'ki siao' ad la. So boring yet so many things to do. There will be a quiz tomorrow but i havent study and yet i m blogging. Weird la. I guess i better start studying now since that subject is a subject that i m weak in. Bye.

Days

These few days damn busy man. Stupid assignments. This time the Jia Xin minat punya guy give de question like ****. So tough and so much work. Sad Sad Sad. Wanted to get a new phone but so busy. Don't even have time to go.

Haha. Kena ejek le. Wanna buy hp but dunno wat model to buy. Any1 got suggestion? Just now went to cut hair. Make me look not much of a difference. Hahaha. Just to make it easier to handle.

Anyway, i should be too busy to update my blog but i dunno y i got time to update it. Hahaha. Life is so weird. According to a friend of mine, we can get what we duwan but we cannot get what we really wanted. Best example is herself she said. FUNNY!!!

Pissed Off

This 2 days is definitely the worst day of the year. I am damn pissed off at a few things. Never feel so angry before man. These things come 1 after another. I am quite happy now though. Getting over sad things must be fast. Hahaha. So i will say that all the misery ends today and i am gonna lead a great life.

Today wasn't great but it is good. i was able to see things that quite unsual. For these few days, i am seeing some special things happening around me. It is really fun seeing these unsual things. I might not be able to tell the details or i might be dead. Hahaha. To some people they already have the idea of what happened. Don't ask me the details because u will put me in a difficult situation.

Lastly, i would like to ask if u guys have any nice rock or alternative songs to introduce. I m quite bored with the same old songs. Hehehe

Melaka Mall

Yesterday i went to submit the lab report and after that i went to jusco for lunch. After lunch i go for shopping since it is already sales. Walking around buying nothing had made me decided i should have go to melaka mall instead. Therefore i went to melaka mall.

It was a big mistake going there. I went in through the supermarket entrance and a giant size potato fell on the ground and roll into the fitting room. Seeing such thing happen, i go and pick up the potato and wanna put it back. When i pick it up, i realize its bottom has already break. When i wanna put it back, i got scolded by someone because she thought i m the 1 who drop the potato. The fact in the potato fell by itself and i was just picking it up and i got scolded because of that? After i explain, she scold something else. She say when i saw the potato fall, i should catch it. Now the bottom has broken and its all my fault. Weird right? I am suppose to be superman. Can catch a falling potato. Although it was only half a metres away, i should i know the potato is going to fall?

Today is Terribly BORING

Haiz.. Assignments and assignments and assignments. I had done nothing for those assignments. I was playing game for almost the whole day. It has been so long since i last felt so bored and lazy. I would like to say congratulations to those who is finishing their stpm. You guys are as free as birds already while i m here stuck in sem 2. T_T.

Today is Jia Xin's bf birthday. Wonder how was the celebration. Hahaha. She was so happy that i remind her about her bf de birthday. Thanks to me only she get to remember. She was suppose to treat me to a meal and guess wat she treated me. MiMi. Hahahaha.

Today i woke up with a weird weird dream. Lets just not say what the dream is all about. I keep remembering the dream but there is a particular part which i do not remember. It kept wondering till now because it might change my course of life. Hahaha. So weird.

Really nothing to write already. Just writing this for fun. Since it is so boring, no harm wasting some time typing these.

Boring

Well, a new semester has began and i m not in a mood. Something has gotten into my mind. I wonder where has all the spirits that i had this past decade gone. Gone with the years i guess. I miss the old times, i miss the company of friends, i miss the old life and i miss everything. I have become a loner and i mean LONER. I guess nobody would believe that Daryl is a loner. Haha..... But that is what i have become within 2 years. Amazing how 2 years can change a person. I might know a lot of people but all of them are just 'hi bye friends'. Kind of hard to find someone who can really 'ngam key' with me. I miss 5Sc so much especially the 5 brothers. The 6 of us always do things together since form 1. Although we do have some issues, we did solved it because deep down inside us, we know we love the company of each other. How much i love those days. Those are the best and most important memento that i will remember till the end of my life.

I am really bored now. So lonely. In MMU i only have a close friend. All this time we are together that people thought we are couple. I have been wondering if boy and girl cannot be just close friend? Anyway, enough of that. I did not update my blog for a long time because there are no special events happened within these few weeks. But because of Fish's request, i update with all these nonsenses. Hahaha. Dunno if anyone will enjoy reading these.

I see the poll that u guys voted. I do hope i have a lot of pictures to update u all. But temporary i do not have a lot of pictures. Maybe next year i will update with more pictures. Till then i do not have lots of picture because my activities are very very limited. This is the end of this post. Do update yourself about my blog from time to time.

Birthday

Yesterday was hell of a day. 1st time in years since i had so much fun. We went to mp to get a present for the 2 birthday boys. At 1st feide went to toilet which gives hz the idea to leave him alone at mp. We went dp to look for present. Been searching for a while and they ended up wanting to buy a hip hop shirt for him. I don't think feide will wear a shirt like that. So i choose another shirt. We ask kx to try it on and then finally decided to buy that shirt. HOWEVER, that shirt really too small for feide. LOL. What a mistake. Then hz treat us for lunch at burger king. Thanks hz. Inside burger king, js was eating ice when the ice drop out from his mouth. i was laughing like hell. Mulut bocor. Then feide also did the same thing. It was so funny that tears fill my eyes when i was laughing. After a few minutes, my turn to 'mulut bocor'. Finally i understand. Burger king's ice is very slippery. Hahahahaha. Hz insisted that he don't want a present. However, it felt weird to celebrate birthday without present. So i went shopping with feide and js while kx and hz go wondering around as hz must not know what is the present. Js gives an excellent idea and after much consideration, we decided to go with the idea. The present was amazing, the best that we had given so far but i wouldn't want 1 though. LOL.

At night, we were suppose to go mori cafe to celebrate the birthdays but mori cafe weren't open for business. So i recieve a message saying that we should meet at petronas. We were suppose to meet at 8.30. I went at 9 and amazingly the last person reached at 9.30. We then went to green forest cafe. Celabrated there and the best thing is when gui fong took the cake, lighted it outside and bring it in. I saw the fans were all on and i keep saying the candle light will not survive. What i said came true. Hahaha. As usual, we went to McD again after that. All of us were too full to eat so we decided to watch movie. that movie title was Bangkok Dangerous. I saw jordanand a few of his friends there.Then i saw eugene with a girl there too. LOL. It was 12.40 and we went in for the movie. The movie was rather boring as it only revolves about a few things. the movie ended at 2.30 and i was hell of a sleepy thanks to the movie. We went home and i took a shower and end my day. So nice.

Mom

Mom..... You are always number one in my heart. People never appreciate others who love and care for them. I, obviously, did not show how much i love my mom. My mom is the one sacrifices so much for us. Putting us in front of everything. Making sure we have the best while she takes the worst. Life is full of sufferings but all those sufferings are NOTHING compared to what mom faced. Mom is the greatest person in my life. I will make sure i work hard. I wanna ensure a good life for mom. I wanna make sure that she will not face any sufferings anymore. I might take a long time to achieve success but i will make sure that day will come. A day when i can give mom a good life. Please live till that day. The day i will be successful and the day mom will have a good and happy life. Until now, at the age of 19, i need my mom like i need to breathe. I really couldn't live a day without mom. She has been the greatest mom in the world. Never regretted that i was given her as my mom. I don't mind living in poverty. As long as i have mom with me. I m willing to give up anything, and i mean ANYTHING. People can earn as much as they can. As rich as they can be but they are very very poor compared to me. I m showered with love. Love that is so great that it has no limitation. The poorest people in this world is the people who do not have anyone to love them or anyone to love. Please share your love with them. Nobody can love me more than my mom. Mom, i might not tell u or show u that i love u everyday but from the bottom of my heart, i love u every single second. Thanks for being my mother ans thanks for everything u had given me.

End Of Exam

Today is the last paper of the semester. This time the exam was terribly tough. Wonder if i can even pass this few papers. Haiz... After exam we went for a movie called painted skin. It was kinda boring in the beginning. I thought i was gonna sleep since i do not understand the movie at all. Then it came to a point i finally understand the movie. It is rather interesting. The way they plot the story was rather good. It is about love and sacrifice of a wife. Kinda sad story actually. After that go makan. Now i m at home. Bored and lonely. Weird thing is someone say i dare not confess my love to the person i love. M i in love? Y i didn't know whether i m in love or not de? Another person tells me that, it is kinda amazing that i m single for nearly a year. Haha.... What is her impression on me? Playboy? Popular? Or desperate? Who cares... I m single now and i m satisfy with my life now. Although it gets lonely at times, i duwan to rush to get a gf. When the time comes, i will definitely get 1. wahaha.....

Exam Sucks

Exams exams and exams. Today is the 1st day of 1st sem final. 2 exams in a single day. I m not sure but i might fail this time. Seriously man. Studies sucks to the worst.

Tomorrow will be another exam. Not a single part of me is ready for it. Guess i really gonna face some trouble tomorrow and the 2 days onwards.

I might not be able to cope anymore. Now is the 1st sem of the 1st year and i feel like i m gonna fail badly. How m i gonna face the upcoming years? It is quite impossible man. I wish to start working now. Feel like quitting studies. But i really dunno what to do. Should i work? Should i change course? Should i continue? How can i find the answers to this questions? If only this world is fair. If only 'if' doesnt exist..............

Birthday Party

We went for Jia Xin 21st birthday party. It was raining so the activities are quite limited. We makan and makan and makan. I keep kena suan siao man. All kinda names were given to me. Hahaha. Hui Ming told me she was not going. I was rather happy to hear that. But when i reached to Jia Ling's house, i saw a monster wearing yellow formal suit. Super Duper tio chuak. Then the monster keep hunting me. I have no choice that i have to run for my life. After not long, i realize that the monster's name is 'Hui Ming'. Hahahahaha. Then we went for McD again. Our lair. Chat for a while and then i became very very sleepy. So i decided to make a leave. Wonder what time all of the others stayed there.. hmmm...

Lost A Friend

Recently, i have just lost a friend. Not death but broken the bond between us. I m always insensitive towards other people's feelings. Didn't know that someone who previously was so sporting, someone who can joke and play around, can become someone who is so sensitive towards jokes. Didn't know the fact that the person changed so much, i just be myself and play a round with jokes just to lighten up the atmosphere and i hurt the person's feelings. Realizing the fact that i have hurt the person so badly, and due to the person's request, we broke the bonds between us. I rather get hurt over breaking this bond than to hurt a person over and over again. I m never sensitive towards feelings and i can never be. I do hope that one day i will be more sensitive towards other's feelings. To those who i have hurt your feelings over and over again, i would like to say sorry and thanks for tolerating me all these years. I guess without friends, my life will be dull. There are definitely quarrels between us and i know most of the quarrels are caused by me. Please tolerate me a bit longer. I will change. It might be time consuming but i beg of u guys to be patient.

5SN reunion

This reunion is the best among all reunions. Almost all of our 5SN classmates are present. Only Susu, Piong, Sing Hong, Emelia, Adeline and Susan are absent. Amazingly, this time Ah Sua also came along. After so long didn't meet her, the 1st thing she say to me already make me so happy. Wahaha, she said that i m still the same, still the playful me. We started by going to Mori cafe. Spent about few hours there. Celebrated HZ, Jacky, Li Ying, Ben and Feide birthdays. Feide damn happy to get a cherry. There is a girl at mori cafe who is quite pretty. She just can't stop looking at me la. Same goes to Ah Sua who seems so interested with me. People keep telling me i m handsome back again. Sometimes people are just too sincere with their feelings. Making me so shy, blushing all the way. Then we go to portugese settlement to have a short chat. The girls don't dare to walk on the bridge so they stayed at the seaside with some gentlemens to accompany them. JS, HZ, Feide, Ben and i walked the bridge and we chat while eating McD. Then we went to the toilet together le. The best part is the girl's toilet's floor is full of poops. A part of the group went back after going to the toilet leaving JS, HZ, Feide, Ye Lin, Jen, Lau, Ben, GMF, Jacky and i. We had a long long long chat and by the time we finish chatting and decided to go home, it is damn late. I reached home at 4a.m. and here i m typing this blog post. Sleepy liao la. Night.

Surprise For Me?

Couldn't believe u came to melaka just for me. Nearly cried man. Knowing i m depressed u came to meet me and went back. U left me speechless ad. Such a suprise for me. Today will be the best day of the month man. Feeling like i m alive again. Thank you Thank you. Even now when i m typing this. I feel so happy man. Hope to see u soon la. U sure know how to make people happy la. Born talent. Siao siao man. Wahaha

Not Being Myself

It has been a terrible day for a few days straight. I m not being myself these few days. Wondering what was the reason for me to act like this. I guess that i faced too much trouble in 1 week. Being moody for nearly 4 days already. A talkative person like me suddenly become a quiet person. It never ends there. I ended up hurting a few people (friends and family). My attitude has gone from bad to worst. Hurting someone i love is the last thing i would ever wanna do. I found out what i have done after hurting 5 people. I finally resorted to Li. The result never failed to amaze me. Within few minutes, she was able to bring my old self back. I always thought i was strong enough to face this world alone. The fact is i always rely on Li to comfort me whenever i face troubles. I m back to myself again with the help of my friend. i tried to apologize to them but for some reason, the pain of hurt people is still haunting me to the very core of my bones knowing that sorry is just a word that brings me nowhere. Terribly sorry.