Not Being Myself

It has been a terrible day for a few days straight. I m not being myself these few days. Wondering what was the reason for me to act like this. I guess that i faced too much trouble in 1 week. Being moody for nearly 4 days already. A talkative person like me suddenly become a quiet person. It never ends there. I ended up hurting a few people (friends and family). My attitude has gone from bad to worst. Hurting someone i love is the last thing i would ever wanna do. I found out what i have done after hurting 5 people. I finally resorted to Li. The result never failed to amaze me. Within few minutes, she was able to bring my old self back. I always thought i was strong enough to face this world alone. The fact is i always rely on Li to comfort me whenever i face troubles. I m back to myself again with the help of my friend. i tried to apologize to them but for some reason, the pain of hurt people is still haunting me to the very core of my bones knowing that sorry is just a word that brings me nowhere. Terribly sorry.